Navigating

The signs are all pointing to your true North, the terrine is some times challenging, occasionally there is a slip, a fall, something that stops us dead in our tracks.

These are the moments we must pause, to gather our truth, but most times it is instinctual to react, to fight, to wildly claw in the name of protecting. Some freeze and can't breathe, some flee and gather all they can, are you aware of your instinctual navigation system?

Whom are we protecting, why is it so raw, why do we choose to navigate the way we do? Truth be told you saw it coming, why because it is the inner dialogue, your programing, your power to survive in a world there is a story we all hold deep within our wounds, the Trauma's we lived through out our lives, our drama or dharma.

The signs are there, the feelings, the actions, the truth, we see it unfolding yet we choose to ride this wave, knowing fully that it will come to an end, how it ends is always by your perception. Does it crash, do you flow, do you drown or do you not even open your eyes and wait for it do be over?

How do you navigate those moments, how do you choose? What place are you choosing from, and why? Don' allow yourself to give into the BULLSHIT, it always goes deeper then the surface. How do you respond to life situations that seem to arise out of no where? The ones that make you question your very existence, the ones that challenge your believe system.

I had a profound realization for me a true awakening, another layer of my story was exposed wide open. Oh it was truly a painful one so I took time to allow myself to nurture this wound, allowing for it healing. By doing this I was struck with a clear understanding of what it was teaching me. To see the profound teacher it was.

There are so many things we know, but do we have an understanding to these things, we question everything, we doubt ourselves, our abilities even if we are showing the world something different. We all do this!

We all have a story, we play this story out throughout our lives, this is our contract to the universe, we set out on this path learning to navigate the best we can, there are so many sides to a story yours, theirs, mine.

Every story has and interpretation and there is so many parts to us that believe their story is the "truth". I have always try to call "Bullshit" on my story because I know there are layers to that truth. I choose to see how that is playing out in my world and that helps me gain a deeper understanding, I also choose to see how I have chose to play it out.

What I have a clearer understanding is that there is and always will be sides of a story yours, theirs and mine. I interpret this as The shadow side of me (yours), the many parts that make me, me (theirs) and Mine (my highest self)

The Shadow side shows us what wounds are ready and willing to be healed, the ones to be seen. This is truly what it means to be exposed, to be seen. Not the parts filling your head with "BULLSHIT" (their side) stroking your ego and living your fears. Choosing to give your power away.

The Light side of us is that knowing, the sensing on levels of your energetic being. The Highest and Best that is you and of this universe. It is compassion, it is unconditional love, it is not boastful.

There is always light in the darkness and there is always darkness in the light, we are human and we are learning but that learning is a choice and that understanding comes when we surrender to the whole of the lesson, all the while knowing we are still only at the surface of understanding. You can know a lot, and speak of what you know, the true power lies within the understanding of that which you think you know.

I hope this is received well to those who have chosen to read, find your true north, your truth and honor that with the highest integrity for the whole of you and that who you are choosing to be.

Love & Light,

Debra